That moment when you realize that you could never marry the man you're in love with is pretty heart breaking. I know that I love him and he loves me, but I don't see how it could last forever. Our dreams are different. We are different. He is brilliant and he wants to live in a hobbit hole and be an aerospace engineer. I am not brilliant and I want a future in fashion design. He loves the country and I love the city. He is a loner with a few friends. I am a loner with tons of friends. I want a good relationship with my family. He wants nothing to do with his. I love him, but I have to face the fact that I am going to have to let him go someday. I am mostly scared that it will break both of our hearts, and especially his. And all I will be able to say...is I'm sorry.
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